Day 10 - You Can Never Go Home Again.

[wolfsbride]

So... I'm not posting any writing here today. Which is something I've kinda struggled with over the last few hours. I made a promise to myself that I would write something everyday and it kinda feels like I'm going back on my word. But... I'm feeling a bit.... wobbly emotionally, so I've decided I'm allowed to have a day off. I still feel kinda guilty though.

Anyway.... spent the day with sua_lay watching the two Narnia movies. As usual it was great to meet up with her and synchronize porn babblings, but the movies sorta left a bad feeling behind. Was okay while I was watching; thought they were both great fun, though the endings both sucked. But afterwards, it kinda went south and I started to choke up and get teary eyed. I've been all mopey and weepy for the last hour.

Not sure why they hit me as they did. Just... something about they way left Narnia behind and had to fit back into their old lives at the end of the first movie and the whole leaving Narnia behind altogether on the parts of Susan and Peter at the end of the second movie really set me off.

I need to go find something happy to read and/or think about.