Day 191 - Becoming A Woman SUCKS!
Jul. 10th, 2010 11:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolfsbrideWarning: This post contains references to blood. Proceed at your own risk.
I wish I was dead. Seriously. I had to get up at 3am because I bled all over my nightdress, the bed clothes, the bed. And this was through two extra long extra thick pads. On the way to the bathroom to shower, I managed to bleed all over the carpet, the bathroom floor, the tub. After showering, I managed to plug myself up enough that I didn't bleed all over everything while trying to clean everything. Add to that the fact that it was sweltering and you can see why I want to die.
I spent the whole day laying extremely still as every time I moved I gushed blood. On top of that, my cramps were out of this world because for some reason my body decided it'd be a good thing to pass blood clots the size of loonies. I have a hard time believing those 'so you're becoming a woman' pamphlets are written by women. I suppose they just didn't want to give pubescent girls nightmares.
I wish I was dead. Seriously. I had to get up at 3am because I bled all over my nightdress, the bed clothes, the bed. And this was through two extra long extra thick pads. On the way to the bathroom to shower, I managed to bleed all over the carpet, the bathroom floor, the tub. After showering, I managed to plug myself up enough that I didn't bleed all over everything while trying to clean everything. Add to that the fact that it was sweltering and you can see why I want to die.
I spent the whole day laying extremely still as every time I moved I gushed blood. On top of that, my cramps were out of this world because for some reason my body decided it'd be a good thing to pass blood clots the size of loonies. I have a hard time believing those 'so you're becoming a woman' pamphlets are written by women. I suppose they just didn't want to give pubescent girls nightmares.
